Lost.
The one word that's in my head right now.
So many things and thoughts have been going through my mind today. But what happens when the one and only thing that you're good at for the past 22 yrs, suddenly the world tells you that, you probably should stop doing all that, cos in reality, no one really appreciates all that you're doing, your efforts are all just going to waste.
It's like your world just crumbled cos you don't know what else you can do then. You feel lost. LOST.
You start to think if it's really worth it. Or do you try to be someone that you're not? To do things that you're not so familiar or comfortable with, but one that others understands or appreciates?
Is it really worth it?
Is it all lost?