Thursday, June 23, 2011;
♥ 11:41 PM
爱一个人用心去爱有多难?
This sentence from some series just struck me, just as when i was feeling so horrible.
I noticed smth different in the way you look at her today. somehow it seems like theres a sparkle in your eyes. I dno, am i just being over-sensitive or thinking too much? But a girl's 6th sense is never wrong, as least mine is never wrong - it has never been wrong.
The 2 hrs was so unbearable today, totally. Everytime i turn to take a peek at you, i see you turning to take a peek at her.
My heart aches, my heart is shattered.
Every single action, every single expression, others many not know, others may not notice, but i'm definitely sure you know it, i'm sure you notice it too.
You're afraid of rejections, so am i, who isnt?
But this is not a gamble i'm willing to risk
I'm getting tired, guess there's still much for me to learn about unconditional love.
Here's the tricky part. It's not smth that i can control, It's not smth that i can stop.
A single smile from you, a single laughter from you, makes it all worthwhile.
I don't know whats wrong, but the feeling is just different, from a year ago or two.
Have you changed? Or have i changed? Or have we both changed?
I really dont know what to do
I cant help but to love you
爱一个人就真的只用心去爱这么简单吗?
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Sunday, June 12, 2011;
♥ 7:26 PM
Why do I keep thinking and counting, as if planning for us to be together.
At times like this I always ask God if you are the one for me, or is he giving me a sign to say stop, you're not the rib that I came from.
5 years if not a long time, but neither is it short. Somehow or rather, i really don't mind waiting. If it's really you, no matter how long, I'll wait. Cos I realized, I really smile and laugh much more around you; but at the same time, not forgetting the tears and heartache that comes along with it. I don't believe in sunshine without rain; laughter without tears; and joy without sorrow.
I guess, as long as he doesn't find someone else, and nobody comes along for me, that shall be the answer.
Before you came, I dare not say I've ever LOVED anyone.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'