Thursday, January 26, 2012;
♥ 3:13 PM
Why is it that you never ever have time for me? Don't you realize that you're pretty much just a reflection of him? That's exactly how I felt, I'm sure you know how it feels. Just because I don't have the same status doesn't mean it works differently. Just because its a different status, I can't do what you did. Why am I only needed when you have a problem, why am I always the last to know. Why do I always have to be the one to look for you. I'm tired too, just trying to make time for you, which you obviously aren't keen to. Guess if I don't look for you, we'll prolly not talk and meet, maybe for the next 2...3...4...5...or even 10yrs. Do you really not bother? I don't want it to be like that, but now it really pisses me off that I'm so tempted to try it.
Maybe I'm seeing myself being too impt in your life; when in fact maybe I just happen to be there that's why I'm called in to help thats all; nth more than that.
I'll stop searching, I'll stop looking, I'll stop trying; but if you ever really need me again, I'll still be here; but I won't be there.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'