Saturday, June 1, 2013;
♥ 1:01 AM
When I asked if you miss something you really loved back then, you said not really. I was surprised, and asked why. You said: .....
it's just past that time of your life.
It got me thinking.
Many times in life, I always think, how good the old times were, if only I could turn back time. Back in the days where nothing else mattered. I have my best friends, we always went home together, hanging out together. I have my really close classmates, we always stayed back in class to talk crap, mug for exams, we laughed so much that our stomach hurts. But now as we all moved on, they moved on, I tend to complain how they're always so busy, too busy to meet up, or something else always seem to take priority, and how things are just so different from how it was back then. I realized I'm the kind of person who holds on to the past too tightly, unwilling, and unable to let go and move on. I always make comparisons to back then, wishing things could be like how it was back then.
Little did I realize that yeah it's true, so true, that it's past that time of our lives, it's just a different phase already. Nothing remains the same, I've changed, they've changed, things changed, so how could things be like back then? It's nothing good/bad about it, nothing right/wrong, comparisons couldn't and shouldn't even be made, simply cos it's just different. Everything is different. We're past that time of our lives, and we should just move on, there's nothing to miss about, just wonderful memories kept and remembered.
And I felt a little sense of relieve, cos it seems like you're not the sort of person who would keep holding on to the past, like things just come and go for you, and you're cool with it. So I just wondered, if that hurtful period with her was just like another passing time of your life and you're over it already; and those pieces and fragments of memories, be it good/bad, are just a passing thought, kept and remembered, just like any other memory. It seems possible.
There's a season for everything, when it's over, we leave our roles and move on to undertake new ones.
There's a season for everything.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'