Friday, February 3, 2012;
♥ 3:24 AM
School is so busy that i hardly have time for anything else. Every week i'm constantly trying to meet deadlines. I've never had so many CAs, never read so many articles in one sem. Busy with attending talks and career fairs, thinking about all these all day long is just draining y energy. What do i really want, or should i just try as many things as possible? Apply for intern, or just try applying for a job? It makes socialising such a chore and so time-consuming, can't really be bothered to make new friends and indulge in school life anymore; but on the other hand, its my last semester already, should i try to make more out of it? But i really need time so badly.
But i really think i'm still not yet ready for the real working world out there, be it mentally or psychologically. It's like an inner part of me that just refuses to grow up. But if environment forces me to, i can't say no, but what can i do? This is a tricky and tough question.
Saw this on FB a couple of days ago.
When i came to the last line, i knew its over;
you're history (:
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'