Monday, May 4, 2009;
♥ 12:25 PM
didnt managed to update tht i got NUS letter the next day aft i got NTU's. so yup FASS offered. it came in a package, with all the upcoming camps available. and yes its just SO happening. actually guess my heart was long with NUS alr due to proximity. but i didnt want tht factor to you know like affect my decision of which uni is actually better matter-of-factly for wht i wanna take. the most vital part is tht NTU offer direct honours while NUS dont. well there're def pros and cons. i was talking to a friend then she was saying yes NTU offers direct honours, bt whts the point of taking the honours and wasting one year if you're really not up to it. then you'll end up with wht 3rd class or 2nd lower class honours - which is totally useless. might as well just get a degree, work for 2 yrs or so, then continue to pursue a masters, which wld be so much more wise. so i was thinking yeah thts very true. so if i really want an honours, gotta make sure i study real hard and earn it, make myself a worthy candidate for it. plus NUS sch life seems so much more fun la. and yes its so near! haha. my principle still stands back frm 2 yrs ago - if i shld stay in SA or move on to AC. i didnt want the distance and travelling to be a burden for myself and be complaining and everything and just hate myself cos i made tht decision. i dont wanna regret making those choices. yeah so it still stands. and yes NUS has the LPP! so guess i shld work hard during yr1 and apply to take a 2nd maj in 2nd yr or smth (:
thank you lord (:
anw so yeah labour day was spring cleaning day at church! omg the room A and the children's cupboard has sooooooooo many stuff. i aint gd at spring cleaning cos im nt throw-away person. im a person who keeps keeps keeps as long as they seem to be in working condition, bt will i ever use it, or gt to use it i dno. unlike auntie elsa everything just throw throw and throw. thts how our clearing was done so swiftly. lols. and the eng con has just too much stuff which they didnt even know existed cos they just kept it there forever. some presents were still nicely wrapped, and whts it inside no one knows. and theres like boxes and boxes of books, reading & teaching materials, stationery, T-shirts and wht not. stuff which you nv imagined there wld be. so much of those lil things that we can actually start a garage sale. im serious! lol. then lunch at keppel club - peranakan food! its super nice! (: then haagen dazs at vivo. woohoo! haha. wht satisfaction. lols. but i finally knew the meaning of labour day.
sat morn was supposed to tennis w hui and mirah at montery. bt apparently hui realised she forgot to book the courts when we're there! and yeah there was a boy having trg. so sigh. nvm we chill out at her hse, talked a bit and mirah started a birthday party idea for both of them. and im supposed to like help them design their invites! so cool right. haha. then cabbed to tuition cos i was so lazy to travel and was getting late. then tuanqi was sharing by xue er abt missionary. it was a very interesting and thought provoking and close-to-heart sharing. it kinda spoke to me, got me thinking. i just admired the way she handles herself, her life, all in accordance to God's words, the kind of intimacy she has w God. its just amazing. she's a source of inspiration and motivation. yeah she's leaving for thai to be a missionary on 7june. gna miss her. but i sincerely wish her all the best in her future endeavours and may God be with the couple always. yes our God always provides (: then 4h dinner at glasshse, then timbre. yeah miss jt much much and he slimmed down sooo much. think his mum see him like tht confirm heart pain lo. he said he lost 6kg, bt still wants to go on a diet -.- seriously. army will fix you into good shape man dont worry.
and our journey to timbre was much worse than the other time which i lead okay! thks to tht chicken. lols. cos at first we didnt know the one at boatquay was actually e one which he said at cityhall. so we mrt frm dhoby to cityhall. then he say it was the one near smu so we cld have actually walked frm dhoby -.- okay then as we walked he said it was art house which is the one at boat quay! goodness! ugh. we cld have took at bus frm ps or smth la. oh wells. hen is just hen. haha. then cabbed home cos gf joined us so tht makes 3 a cab. wld have cost ard the same w night rider then cab. anw many of them have uni offers and all super good one lo pls. like wt offered nus double degree chem eng & economics, then hen offered ntu double degree biz & accounting. goodness man. both of them confirm earn big bucks nxt time lo. then jt offered ntu enviro eng. and zong has interview for ntu biz, so he went to buy clothes for it. LOLS! had a great time catching up. haha. funny stuff.
then sun met up with 2d lovelies. i miss them so much man. its been soooo long since i last met up w them. cos the previous one erhem forgot to msg me abt it cos she wanted to msg me sep w some other stuff. lols. bt its okay i still love her. haha. sha has ntu accounting. had fun catching up w them too. esp abt all the uni stuff etc cos we're all gg thru e same thing now. so yeah. hey we shld go holiday at some msia island tgt aye! it'd be fun! wheee~ haha. bt couldnt stay long ): cos had dance at 4. and i was so sad cos i couldnt do pirouette! ): i couldnt turn and land properly. sigh. its just so hard. okay nvm jt say he'll teach me when he's out. then went shangri-la hotel for international buffet with erm my uncle's friend and the friend's cousin - who's jen's cell mate, so jen was invited too. haha wht a weird combi right. dont even know how my uncle manage to know abt jen in the first place. lols. well the food's great. and theres just freaking so much things to eat! goodness. yeah my stomach was on the verge of bursting like how a balloon burst if its overstretched by the incoming air. bt it was satisfying and fulfilling. DEFINITELY. haha.
work starts again today for the week, and the month. gosh. another month of 20 working days to go. sigh. and guess theres no public hols tht fall on weekdays other than the labour day tht was just over. neither am i going anywhere to play which requires me to take leave ): i mean of cos i can always take leave to like rest at home whenever i want, okay the point is tht no one is asking me out or to go anywhere ): okay nvm maybe i shall be really good and responsible this may and work the full 20 days and tuition diligently - looking on the fact tht i missed so much the past few months cos i had running ard, flying ard playing and enjoying life. hoho. and im gna miss 1 wk in june too cos of church retreat, gna miss 1 wk of tuition cos tutee is gg shanghai (SHANGHAI?! dno if its gna cancel or wht now), and my 4yr old kid is flying hk&china in june frm 3-18(eh also dno if its still on, bt prolly yes) so yea will be missing quite a lot of lessons. so i shall try to pack more in may!
cant wait for weekends! cos now my weekends are always packed with interesting stuff (:
9 may:
-maybe tennis on sat
-movie aft tuanqi. whee~
16 may:
-dry run for playmax
-fass open hse
-tuanqi BBQ!
23 may:
-trg for playmax
-movie sharing!
30may:
-movie abt darwin evolution theory
okay i realised its actually all the tuanqi stuff tht i've been looking forward to every single wk. yeah it really helps to ease the emptiness and mundane-ness and routine-ness in work life aye. cos it makes you work hard and anticipate weekends! in short it makes the 5-working days easier to pass and endure. okay i know im making my job sound as if its a horrible monster, it actually aint tht bad la okay, but desk-bound jobs just bores me to the core in general and my brains are like degenerating and my body is like rotting in the chair with fats growing out tht sticks to it. LOLS! haha. anw theres man utd-arsenal 2nd leg tmr morn! i shall follow-up (:
Remember those walls I built Well baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground againYes I can feel your Halo (:
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
