Tuesday, April 21, 2009;
♥ 12:16 PM
ahh im so pissed with the mgmt, so they've decided to block out my one and only hope and source of entertainment left - youtube! ): cos tdy my usual lunch buddies went to jp to gt food for comm session ltr, and due to space constraints of a car, i stayed in and was getting kinda bored and thought i could watch survivor cos the last epi i fell aslp of all at the last part - tribal counsel. so i didnt know who gt voted out! bleah. yeah and now they blocked it. sucks man, maybe nxt time i shld bring my own lappy too, just like the IT guy ( i saw him watching youtube like just an hour ago, brrrr!)okay yes so here i've decided to blog. sigh. the other day i was looking at my colleague doing experiments/testings for our products. it was to see if our products' tubing wld break or leak or smth when immersed in hot water. then she repeated the exp for different batches of products. its then i realise how much i miss science, how much im gna miss science if i gt in fass. its gna be like bye bye science forever. i chose fass definitely nt cos i hated sci, or cos i realised sci is not my cup of tea aft 18 yrs, but merely cos i was MORE interested in people. so im nt gna die if i gt in enginerring instead of fass. im fine with science, in fact i like science. i mean i find it very interesting, knowing abt everything else ard you, how it works and stuff. but guess my interest lies on the surface only, dont think i can cope with too much depth and details and stuff. yeah im gna miss PHYSICS and CHEMISTRY - organic chem, metals, ionic equilibrium, mol, reactions, kinetics etc and dynamics, forces, waves, SHM, G/E-fields, quantum, lasers (i rmb how much pain it took me to really understand quantum); non-stop naggings frm K and countless practice ws and tests to drill us; the fear of DK cos he's rumoured to be one of the fiercest phy tutors ard, bt aft 1st yr, we cant really be bothered with them anymore and he wasnt tht fierce with us anymore. haha i cant believe i actually doze off during many of his tuts.and just the other day zm asked me some summation qns and i feel so sad tht i cant really rmb how to do them anymore ): yeah i miss doing math too, smth i used to be so gd at once (well nt tht gd in JC, bt in sec sch) - all the partial fractions, APGP, MI, graphs, inequalities, vectors, complex, stats, maclaurin's, GC etc etc. yeah and i actually kinda forgot how to use my GC alr =x math and science is just smth im so familiar with all my 18 yrs. like when it comes to hw, i always prefer to do math and science rather than gp and econs. prolly cos math is science is smth tangible like proving and theres always a fixed answer or concept to it. while gp and econs is just so open-ended, there isnt a specific right/wrong. maybe thts why its ever so hard to grasp and define. anw gf has passed the 1st evaluation for her EHL hotel school! selection test in 2 wks. damn happy for her, think its gna be switz for her man baby! damn, she's nt even leaving yet bt im alr starting to think how much im gna miss her. cos its gna be wht 5 yrs? hope she comes back every summer. ahhh...maybe i shld start preparing her farewell gift. haha. well, 6 yrs and counting.. <3Without loveLife is like the seasons with No summer; Without love Life is rock 'n' roll without A drummer;Without love Life is like a beat that you can't follow;Wihout loveLife is like a prom that won't invite us;Without loveLife's getting my big break and laryngitis;Without loveLife's a '45' when you can't buy itLike a week that's only mondaysOnly ice cream never sundaesLike a circle with no centerLike a door marked "do not enter!"beautiful imperfection;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
