Thursday, February 19, 2009;
♥ 11:57 AM
yes its lunch time, and im here blogging while eating.
cos my lunch partner is meeting her ex-colleagues for lunch tdy.
anw recently more and more things are cropping up and seriously, i dont know wht to do, or rather, i dont know wht i CAN do. everything just seem to screwed up now. gosh.
okay so firstly, guess i wont need to report to work nxt wk since 2 of the heads wont be ard as they'll be having training at UK Jersey. and cos i dont have access to their system (or rather they dont let me have access), so there isnt much i can do. so yea. the other colleague will prolly call me in on thurs/fri if she needs me help. so mon-wed im off! well it may be a gd thing in a sense tht i finally get to rest and enjoy holidays w/o doing anything, or rather to do whtever i want and to SLEEP IN! on the other hand, it means i'll have no pay. bleah. i was actually thinking of signing up for one HA camp, but decided not to cos think it's quite last min cos its like nxt wk, and guess i would want to stay home and rest and stuff. ohyes, maybe i should PACK MY ROOM! its been HALF packed - since the As. oops =x
okay then secondly, i'll be missing NUS open hse! goodness. cos i'll be flying to thai for church mission trip on 14 mar morn! and the open hse is 14-15mar. argh. im quite anxious actually. cos its like NUS will prolly be one of my main choices, and yet i cant go for the open hse to know wht i am/have to know - like wht courses, the programmes available, scholarships, financial aids, tuition fees etc etc. this time there'll sure lots of qns to ask cos its MY enrolment. Yes im sure all these info can be readily retrived from the web, but its just different. you'll wanna know wht exaclty a course is about, wht do you exactly learn, wht are the future career options and stuff. cos info frm the web will just be wht WE deem it to be, but we wont really know wht it entails till we hear it frm ppl who're actually taking the course of the pros, cos it may be totally different frm wht we think/thought it is. and knowing all these is impt, cos it will directly/indirectly affect the rest of our lives. As in like even before sec/jc enrolment we went for open hse. imagine this is UNI, such a major decision and yet i'll be missing the open hse. GOODNESS! and so im really kinda scared. but i dont wanna, you know, like carry this burden or regret over to thai during the mission trip, i mean its just wrong/bad to do so. so guess the only thing i can do now, is just to leave it in the hands of the lord, and have faith tht he will prepare the best roads for me, and tht i will have access to whtever info i needed to know.
yea in addition tht wk is like the 2nd wk aft the release of results (dont know how confirmed 6mar is) yea which means i'll only 1 wk to settle everything i have to settle before flying off. cos deadlines for most scholarships is 2wks aft release of results. yeah then apply Uni prolly aft im back from thai. but i also have only 1 wk to do so cos i'll be flying hk on the follow wk. goodness! i've thought of postponing the flight, but the air fares to hk for apr have escalated to more than double my sale fare. yea and i wld prefer to go with my family. yup so everything is in such a bad timing. arghs. yeah so im quite scared tht i'll like miss certain deadlines or interviews(if there is any) and stuff when im away. bleah. yea so everything just seems kinda screw up now. but like i said, guess i can only PRAY. test of faith.
in these times of uncertainty about our own futures, guess we all can only hope for the best.
anw simin called me ytd! and we had a long long chat. its been long ever since we had a long chat over the phone. we used to do tht quite often back then during our secondary days. gosh im making myself sound so old! haha. we talked abt lots of stuff, from setting up a blogshop, to wht uni course we wanna take, to gossips, to working life, to the economy, and even to bush, obama and mas selamat. LOLS! yeah it was so nice catching up with her again. yes we'll meet up soon! (:
yes you can see im free nxt wk! hoho.
anw gtg work now. ciao~
absence really makes the heart grows fonder;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
