Monday, January 19, 2009;
♥ 11:29 PM
hey peeps okay im finally back!
my dec hols were so packed tht i really didnt have the time to update, just as much as i want too, bt i know i wouldnt be able to finish any post cos i'll have freaking so much things to say. overall, i enjoyed the church retreat and the cruise the most (: and all the small and frequent 4h gatherings just brings me much more closer to them. okay i shant talk abt 2008 anymore, or this post will be endless. so lets just continue frm 2009 yeah.
so im currently working at some pharamaceutical company, doing office job-assistant accountant, to make it sound more pro. hoho. its at tuas, but i have shuttle frm je. but still i have to wake up pretty early. and adult fare sucks. every 51 bus ride to je is 93 cents. and if i miss 51 i'll have to take 143, which is 123cents. bleah. office job is really kinda boring, cos its the same thing, the same cycle everyday, every week, every month. im never ever gna do office job if i have a choice. bt since my pay is pretty gd, i shant complain so much and just be content. the thing i dread most is tht i cant sign in msn, or access facebook! ): so i just play hearts when im bored. and its actually quite fun, kinda addicted to it actually. haha. oh angelina and chinkeat works at tuas too! bt tuas is bloody big, god knows where they're working.
yeah and so everyone is just either busy with work or just bored with their lives. and i really miss all my friends. esp the NS guys and my girlfriends. yeah and 4h met up almost alternate days. so the sudden absence of them for 15 days up to date, its alr quite bad. bt we're gna meet up soon-saturday, cant wait! (: for cny steamboat at zong's followed by stayover at huihui's.
oh plus i have a p4 chinese tuition. my kid's not local-from myanmmar. hope my teaching method is useful (i have no idea). and cos its like he relies a lot on eng to help him understand, so most of the time i'll be using eng to explain to him the words and stuff. and he thinks in the eng way too. gosh, dno if im helping him at all. then i read to a 4 yr old kid too. its quite interesting trying to understand how kids think and their point of view abt things ard them, be it big or small. like my kid, he likes pretty girls, girls with long hair, girls with painted nails (yes at only 4!) his good friends are superman, batman, spiderman, lion, tiger. he wants to be a policeman. hoho. best part is tht his hse provides dinner for me! so now i reach home even ltr than my mom (OMG!)
yes i cant wait to gt my pay at the end of the month! cos im seriously so freaking broke. my mom aint giving me allowance cos im working, plus adult fare, plus i went shopping during sale with my own money. gosh!
anw i went with esther to aus fair someday and i got to know abt this really interesting course - AVIATION MANAGEMENT. its abt maintaining/running airport/airlines. i just cant get my mind outta it. i knew abt it frm RMIT in melbourne. bt its like 24k per year, just tuition fees alone, oh my goodness. its nt a very common course, sg doesnt have it for sure. and theres no way i can afford it unless i gt a scholarship or gt a bank loan. bt bank loan sounds very sian, cos it'll be like, when i grad and start working, i'd be working to pay my debts. how sad does tht sound. yea so i'll prolly try for SIA scholarship, which i dont think i'd get it either, bt i guess my chances of getting it will increase if aviation management is wht im taking, cos it'll be an investment for them, besides the bond, i can and very likely will continue to work for them since wht i study its a related field, so thts the only thought tht's keeping my hopes up. alternatively, im thinking about psychology/sociology. it just interests me to understand human behaviour and stuff. haha (:
yuppie okay i'll update more nxt time round yea.
CIAO!
i think he can see througheverything but my heart;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
