Thursday, July 10, 2008;
♥ 6:12 PM
okay updates updates. have been so busy and tired the past week. finally have the time to blog. not exactly free/extra time. but just have decided to really blog. cos everyday i've opened like the blogger posting page alr, but just nv get started. cos i keep telling myself okay i'll blog later, i'll blog later cos knowing i take years to finish an entry, so i decided to study first and blog later. but somehow 'later' never came. LOLS.
anw sunday went choir concert at the esplanade. it was good i guess. i saw JIAYI! then theres still singalong session. guess those few guys behind me were from choir cos they kept saying okay shall we prac in parts now, like during the intermission. then i was like...okay...then SR Nathan came. YES HE CAME. how honoured. anw really gotta thank KEEANN for accompanying me to the concert! cos huihui pangseh-ed me. lols. i felt kinda bad cos he looked kinda bored. bt he said it was okay, only bored at SOME TIMES. haha. really thanks a million dude!
got home and watched tennis with bro. omg the match was freaking 4h 46 min! plus it rained so got postponed a lil. we started watching like before 12 and it only ended at ard 5. wth. bt federer lost! damn sad! i've wanted him to win so badly man. he's my all time favourite. he's just legendary. 5 times wimbeldon champion, who can get there man. he was like losing 2 games alr. he fought really hard and won the next 2 games. then last set lost with 7-9. ahh. so close! bt i admire his perseverence and tenacity, never giving up thou hopes on him looked way bleak. cos somehow he was kinda off-form. having like 1001 unforced errors. i was like wth, got so pissed at times man. seriously. his unforced errors are like twice that of nadal's. if not for those, bet he wld have won long long ago.
youth day was boring. stayed home to study. wasnt very productive. but sleep was good. slpt like a pig till 12? bt considering i slpt only at like 5? so that makes 7 hrs only. not very incredible, but good enough. hoho. tues hazel abandoned me cos she was so tired plus her phone went flat. so i mugged with rj and stanley. yeah thank god they're there. went home with huihui. its been ages since i last went home with her man. miss those good old days. i still love her loads (:
wed did gp essay. i was kinda satisfied, taking into account i only thought of 1 point the previous night cos was trying to study for energetics too. chem test was okay, but somehow i got only 4.5 outta 20. damn man. shld have done the last organic qns first, it was so easy! and i knew he wld ask the water energetics qns, i knew it! it was from tutorial. i even purposely read it right before the test, but somehow i couldnt rmb wht was going on, maybe i needa understand whats happening first. the paper wasnt hard i swear. but guess K was damn anal in giving marks man. its like dont have exact words than ZERO. wth. argh! bt its okay, at least we all know we do know how to do them, just needa refine our answers a lil. had to hand in math file too. like whts this man, we just knew it ytd. but okay fine, my work are all in a file alr, so cool.
studied with hazel till it was time for tuition. i feel im damn unproductive man. is it like that? or is it just me? took me the whole afternoon in the hub to do like 4 calculus qns. wtp. oh man. colin wanted macs again! so we went sci centre for tuition -_-" got home and wanted to do so much stuff. but i was just so freaking tired man that i decided to nap. yes i woke up at 2, i was kinda ready to study alr. but tofu went off! source of motivation gone= going back to slp. lols. woke up at 430 instead and attempted studying, but somehow i felt even more tired and sleepy than at 2. ahh i knew it man. slping first then waking up to study in the middle of the night NEVER works for me. cos i wont have the motivation to really WAKE UP. i keep telling myself okay 5 more mins 5 more mins and i really needa wake up and study alr. but 5min came and past for more than hours. and the next thing i know its SIX AM. then i'll be like GOSH! argh. sometimes kinda feel that slping is a waste of time. well but guess i like wasting time? oh wells.
okay gotta run for yuexing's farewell dinner at vivo! which means i'll have to stay up to study. i hope i can. nono i MUST, cos theres econs mock on SAT! and guess wht, i havent started studying! good game.
let go; let GODi needa find my meaning in life;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
