Thursday, July 3, 2008;
♥ 10:51 PM
AHHHH! why arent you online ZM!?!? i guess talking to you has become my new addiction. yes ADDICTION. need a daily dosage of you, seriously. HAHA! it just feels so uneasy w/o talking to you even for just one night. and its getting so annoying, maybe cos i won't be online tmr night cos i'll be away for entree chalet, which means i wont get to talk to you AGAIN! ): bt yea i understand how talking to me is just such a waste of time and it distracts you from studying cos i just go on blabbering the whole night. maybe i shld just shut up and talk less and study more and CONCENTRATE. bleah.
anw pon sch tdy. cos i really just didnt feel like going, seriously. cos i really need sleep and just catch up on my studying. thou wasnt very productive, but sleep was indeed awesome (: its still worthwhile. haha. was really touched when she msg me to ask if im better. at least i know she still cares and things arent as bad as before btw us, nt really sure abt the other HER. somehow i feel that the rest are all cool with me, its just HER, seriously. bt somehow she seems okay during cca. so i really dno.
chem organic MCQ on mon was kinda okay. got an A! 30/40. could have done better cos of the silly stupid careless mistakes. bt well that doesnt mean anything luh. cos its just organic. nitrogen and chem periodicity on tues was hell. didnt really know how to do any. REALLY as in know for sure im correct and thats the right answer. went IMM mug with hazel cos she wanted to subway. and my mum said theres half price only from 3-5. so SET and there we went. bt its kinda cheapo. cos promotion was only for 6-inch, choice from only 2 types of bread, and can only buy one. so yea saw some auntie queuing again and AGAIN. super kiasu man. LOL!
wed there was AC summer sales again. deals are GOOD luh. seriously man, should just wait till sales then buy. cos its just SO MUCH CHEAPER. and yays i finally bought the love actually shirt! wanted to get that for ages alr. think its really nice! love it (: finally got my red colleagiate too. ordered since like dno how many dinosaur years ago. glad i didnt gt the yellow one. cos think the previous one was nicer, as in the colour and stuff. yea. got an orange bottle with the dragon too. actually think the blue one is equally nice. hazel got the blue one. and yea we queued for more than an hour for it. studied with hazel again in the hub. pussy and gang were there too. HAHA! actually the hub is a kinda cool and nice place to study. quiet and the aircon is just damn shiok. haha. went home tgt and explored our new way home. passed by 7-11 and shared nachos, hoho. i just love hazel ngiam so much! <3
entree chalet tmr. im just so excited! cos i took a peek at their plans and stuff. really touched cos the J1s are doing it. and they've actually planned all these for us lovely seniors! guess they're making smth for J2s! and its a 4-storey bungalow. how cool. the whole hse is OURS tmr! ironically, it feels damn sad. cos tmr will be more or less the official handover since the exco list will be announced. sigh. everything's gna end tmr. no more wed meetings with entree. no more crapping with the J1s and just scaring them off with A's or promos or PW. no more having a reason to see him and bump into him. no more meeting with the crazy entree ppl, brainstorming for ideas, laughing at all our own ideas, writing down our plans and projects, meeting deadlines, searching for sponsors and the list just goes on. i'll miss entree as a whole. EVERY single one, the WHOLE council. seriously, im gna miss all those times, all the ppl, com lab 3.1, room 3.2. nostalgic; reminiscing; ironic. but to sum it all:
I LOVE AC ENTREE '07'08 (:
she still misses him;day 25;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
