okay, havent really been updating abt the past wk.

phy paper 2 mocks ytd was kinda crap man. wasnt prepared at all i must say. oh well. its time to pay more attention to physics! mcq mock on thurs and paper 3 on sat. sigh. mug mug MUG.


finally can slp in last sat cos no mocks! bt guess its just for 1 wk cos theres phy mock thie coming sat! ): had movie screening for fellowship - 5 people you meet in heaven. really nice and meaningful movie i must say. kinda have a feeling i watched it before cos thruout the movie, certain scenes just look way familiar. feels like dejavu. hoho. nothing we do in this universe is too small in GOD's eyes (: Everything happens for a reason, we might nt realise it now, bt we'll find out sooner or later in life.


Friday played tennis before PE. so basically i was playing from 2 all the way till 430. and we played badminton for PE. no matter how much i preferred tennis over badminton, when i got on court, i realised i missed badminton just as much. missed all those trg with my homies. all the crazy footwork, the lobing, netting, dropping, smashing, lifting, taking big strides in our footwork to ensure we move to the corners of the court fast enough and manage to get every shot. it just feels good to be doing smth tht im familiar with again. tht reminds me i havent re-string my racquet yet! shall get it done soon. but the prob is i dno wht tension string shld i gt eh. cos previously gt my coach to help to re-string it.


wed had local uni fair in house and talks. oh well. scholarships and universities has really set me thinking, about wht i really want. sadly which, i've still yet to find a definite answer. i've been praying really hard for directions, bt i dont see a sign yet. gosh. time's running short man. bt guess theres nth much i can do either other than keeping to my faith. HE will work all things out in the end. ohyea, went for entree handover, yes new exco is finally out. so presenting to you the new entree council exco 2008:

President: Nicholas
Vice-President: Ernest
Secretary: Adrienna
Treasurer: Cai Bei
Asst. Treasurer: Hui Ping
Project Manager: Wenyao
Public-Relations: Dung
Welfare: Daniel

Management Committee:
Creative Manager: Thanh
Marketing Manager: Ke Jun
Multimedia Manager: Jing Chuen

freaking 11 posts. no fair man. bt he management committee sounds damn cool, esp marketing manager. HOHO (: well, really hope they'll build on our legacy and bring entree to greater heights (:


mon had phy chem mcq test. crap man. phy chem mcq is seriously tough! even K says its never easy! 25/40. my class ave was 26. i fell short of ave. oh well. i need more prac! yes so i bought the 1000 mcq prac book by CS Toh. $22.50, hell ex man. wht surprised us most was tht the matchstick topped it off with 36! omgosh. seriously. he's hell clever, just tt previously he was busy with cca and didnt really bothered abt studying and stuff. now tht he is down with serious studying, it shows tht he's scholar material, serious. he can and will do really well. we all forsee he'll gt straight As. oh man. the world is just unfair. some ppl are just born smarter than the others. bleah.

sunday went for overseas university and scholarship fair with huihui. oh man. makes me so wanna study overseas! think i will if i can get a scholarship. seriously, im so hyped up to study overseas. its the experience tht i wanna gain. dont really have any universities in mind yet though cos i dno wht universities are famous for wht courses, or rather i dont really know wht i want yt. thou i have certain courses in mind alr - aerospace/ psychology. hospitality and management sounds fun too. and tht i know for sure cornell is top notch for hospitality. and UPenn is good for economics if im nt wrong.

wht attracted me most was the RSAF scholarship. 6 yrs bond thou. bt its my field of interest so i dont mind. bt whether the job itself is smth i enjoy is a different story. the officer said 3A1B, 90% will get the scholarship for females cos nt many females apply for it. personally, i've always find air force way cool, esp fighter planes. and aviation communication, yes theres a vocation related to tht for RSAF. and many transfer to commercial airlines aft their bond, i wld love tht. oh man, i seriously want tht so badly! black knights here i come! woohoo!

however i checked out the web and it said minimum 11 academic units, and i only have 10, so crap. tht sorted shattered my dreams, totally ): i told huihui, bt she said, might nt necessarily be impossible, as long as we have a good portfolio. come to think of it, actually dont think i have an outstanding portfolio either ): bt well, im nt giving up hope yt. i mean who knows right. just try and see how luh. bt i really hope 11 units wld nt be my obstacle, if nt it'll be damn sad, seriously. how rare for a lady to have such passion for planes and serving the country right. oh wells. hoho!

yeah im dying to study overseas, which means i'll need to take my SATS. so latest is by OCT! cos nov theres As, and Dec kinda too late i suppose? cos most US/UK applications close in dec. and if i dont gt my SATS scores in time, i'll have to wait one whole year! yeah so guess i better go reg for SATS soon! bt kinda scared i dont have enough time to prepare. thou prelims are way over by then, bt it'll be so near As! and still needa mug for As aft prelims luh. afterall As is the real thing man. so guess i'll start SATS prep right aft prelims, laxing a bit for As prep first, i mean prelims just ended, i ought to take a break too right!

shopped ard for a while as we waited for huihui's brother to pick us up. YES he can drive alr! with his gf at the front seat. damn cool luh! i want a boyfriend who can drive me ard too! hoho (:

last last sat had GP mock. kinda crap. dont think i wrote well for essay. compre didnt even complete my AQ. whts new man. then went to attend wedding at church. hmmm nth much abt tht cos was friend's sibling, so dont really know them well. bt it was nice overall. well weddings are always nice. haha.


take extra good care of yourself mr tofu!
stop making me worried man!

its 13 days to prelims;
god bless me



there's someone i wanna grow old with (:

i miss talking to mr tofu ):

omg i was so pissed ytd cos my internet died on me! then i realised my brother's internet died too. he say prolly is the router's problem. so irritating! it was like one whole night w/o internet, no MSN, no tofu! i almost died man, seriously. currently its still nt fixed, so yea im tapping onto someone's internet! oops =x haha.

i hereby proclaim: I AM PROUD TO BE A BLOOD DONOR! haha. YES, i donated blood today! went straight aft GP. didnt know it wld take so long cos there was a queue cos there were many donors too! so first station was to check if my vein is suitable for blood donation. 2nd was to fill up this 'declaration form'. 3rd was registration counter where they enter your particulars. then have to queue to see the doctor, which is basically taking your temperature and blood pressure. and omg my temp was 37.4 degrees! thats kinda high bt still fine. yeah bt i do know my normal temp is naturally higher than most ppl. like during temp. taking, my normal temp is like 37.2/37.3 degrees. YES, i know i'm HOT by nature. HAHA! okay so 5th was testing my blood if there's enough iron. its kinda cool. they take blood from the finger, then test it in copper(II) sulphate. its so interesting cos its like smth related to the chemistry i've learnt. so if the drop of blood floats, it means its lacking in iron; if it sinks, there's sufficient iron. and i saw mine sink, so YAY! haha. whts exactly the theory and reasoning behind this implication, i dno. bt it feels that im supposed to know cos iron and CuSO4 sounds like a familiar relationship. haha. oh wells.

then comes the last stop, which is the main station - the blood donation station. i was led to some bed, well it isnt exactly a bed, well whtever you call that. as i was waiting for someone to attend to me, i was really scared, seriously. maybe cos i'm a first timer. i really wished someone was there beside me, with me. almost teared. tried looking frantically for huihui bt couldnt find her. called her, bt no answer. glad that she called me back soon. she said she was still in the hub. really thank god she was still there. it felt a hell lot better after seeing her, and hearing her words of encouragement that its okay and i dont have to be afraid. it really acted as a stabilizer for me, and i know that i aint facing this alone. this made me further realise how insignificant one's own ability is, and how no man's an island, and just how much i'm dependent on my friends. its just sad that i dont have friends who'd go to the ends of the world for me, well at least not in my class. and yeah so i was there all alone, while the rest went for PE.

im scared of injections, bt nt to the extent of phobia. bt its really ironic. cos yet im sorta like anticipating the moment when nurse's gna inject me. well nt anticipating cos of excitment, bt to make myself mentally prepared for the pain that comes along. luckily she used the gauze to cover before injecting. 1st it was the painkillers, but it wht that hurts and stings, but was for a while only. after that it went numb i guess since i dont even feel the 2nd needle going in for the blood transfer. before i know it, i see my blood going thru the tubes into the bag. hoho. for a moment i really feel so proud of myself cos i cannot believe im actually donating blood! it felt really great! haha. okay then pump pump pump, the nurse was quite weird cos dno why she kept asking me if i was feeling okay.

when my bag was ard 3/4 filled, my vision started to darken and blur out, and my ears start to block out all the noises and sounds ard me, felt giddy and awful. the nurse came ard again, i dno how she knew, bt prolly my face colour changed, last thing i heard was she calling for help, then i passed out. the next thing i know when i regained consciousness is that the bed was lowered and i was lying down straight, and the nurse was putting the bandage ard my hand alr. thou it was only for a very short moment that i passed out, bt it was really scary, cos its like i dno whts happening to me. cos i didnt see anyone having to lie down there after donating blood. then the doc came ard to check my condition, took my blood pressure again, then said its prolly cos i didnt have a proper meal, or didnt have enough water, and asked me to lie and rest for a while first, in case i pass out again ltr.

apparently like their whole crew knew tht i passed out cos as i got outta bed and walk towards to tables to get drinks and biscuits, every nurse that saw me asked if i was feeling better. haha. oh man, i kinda feel so ashamed and lousy. passing out on my first blood donation. bleah. then i saw this other guy passing out too. then his friends went over to see if he was okay. i kinda felt sour, wished there was someone there for me too when i regained consciousness. oh well. on 2nd thought, maybe it was better tht no one was there to witness the weaker side of me, which not many ppl know of, and which i dont really want ppl to know of. anw so the whole process took me like 1.5 hours! ohya the guy who passed out was thanh's friend and i told him i passed out too, then he said he think he will pass out too cos he didnt have proper meal either. ltr during the day when i saw him again aft his blood donation, i asked him so if he passed out, and he say he did pass out. kinda funny. knowing he'll pass out he still went ahead. haha.

oh man, i realised it was such a long and detailed recount on my blood donation experience. HAHA! anw we celebrated Chriswini's birthday too at cafe! happy 19th yo! its been ages since we all stayed back and hang ard in sch as a class. feels good (:


okay anw back to thurs, 'half day' due to A levels chi listening compre. but it doesnt make a big diff for me cos my usual thurs ends at 210, missed GP. so technically, went sch for only chem tut, math tut and phy lect -_-" stayed in sch and played 'weiqi' and reverse with luci. kinda fun. i realised i have no strategy or whtsoever when playing these strategic games. LOLS! luci was not bad, MR CK was bravo, he had a lot of tactics and tricks when playing these games. and i was like WOW, cos every step he made, i was lost, i had no idea why at all. okay prolly strategic games just aint my cup of tea. then studied in the hub, had tuition at night.


wed wasnt feeling well, so stayed home and slpt till 1pm. omgosh. but sleep was excellent (:


mon had SC investiture. kinda sad as the 32nd SC stepped down and hand over. the 33rd council pres kinda left a deep impression on us, cos he actually cant even rmb his 4-lines pledge, wht a disappointment. but it was emotional and all as the stepped down pres made her speech, yeah tears and stuff. well most of them were crying as they walk down the hall, with the new council standing on both sides of the hallway. cos initially it was the other way round, the new council walked into the hall with the previous council standing on both sides of the hallway. its kinda like you know inviting the new council in and farwell the previous council out. sigh, baccalaurate's will come in no time.

our lovely yuexing left for aus on monday too! really sad that i couldnt send her off! ): afterall its 4 months before having her ard again. i miss her badly ): but glad she's settled down alr and everything is cool. she and tim are seriously so cute and sweet and lovely luh. haha. what bliss (:


on sunday, deacon daniel soh invited youths over to his hse for dinner and sharing. he was talking to us abt how we shld be passionate abt our religion when we're young, and continue to try to keep that passion and flame burning in us as we grow up and move on into the next stage of our lives when we graduate and step into the workforce. and like how do we keep our morals and values right, and keep out faith and stand firm in facing the world of temptations and even greater temptations as we grow up. kinda inspiring. i admit he's one inspiring leader of the church. and the food was great, as usual. he feeds us well, and never fails to. haha (:


movie screening in church on sat, watched a chinese movie 'love is...' its in canto with chi subtitles. its funny and yet close to heart. cos it touched the different kind of problems we face in love relationships in 3 different generations - the young, the couple, the old. the young one is about how passionate we are about our boy/girlfriends, that we often think we cant live w/o him/her, how they mean the whole world to us. the couple one is about how marriage is not a bed of roses, passionate love does die away with them, bt its all about understanding, tolerance, acceptance, faith and trust. the old one is about letting go cos in the movie the old man died, but the old lady was still very upset abt it after many years. its a very very touching movie i must say, really highly recommended cos the message it's trying to bring across was how GOD's love is eternal, and how our love between ppl shld be built upon god's love, its way much easier to manage and handle and sustain. its really amazing how god's love works in our lives. cos thru HIS love, we're able to look past ppl's weakness and lackings, and make them complete IN HIS love. in life, we're constantly learning how to love and let go, neither of them is easy, and neither are we able to complete grasp the art of it, not until we're re-united with the LORD.

best part was that one of the female lead in the movie came to our church that day, so its kinda funny. you see her sitting at the first row, then you see her in the movie. wonder how does she feel. watching her movie with everyone.haha. then she shared too abt her process of accepting christ and how her life changed ever since. she brought her 2 lil boys too. she had 1 more boy, bt think was only 2 yrs old, kinda hard to bring ard. bt oh man, 3 boys, and she still look gorgeous. seriously, she's pretty, elegant, glamourous. maybe its the Lord's light that's shining upon her (:


okay maybe i shld slp soon, cos there's GP mock tmr! ah SUCKS! bt my family just ordered macs delivery! should i eat should i eat? but its like supper, super unhealthy, but...argh.. haha.

and tofu isnt online! or nt online YET. i dno. got lots to talk abt, thou its only been one night. but just that one night, he's gt lots to spill alr. hoho. anw attending a wedding in church tmr too. busy busy day.



maybe its 23 days to prelims ):



i wanna be your bestfriend forever;
nothing more i can ask for (:

yuexing's farewell dinner was okay. expected more ppl to turn up. anw we had some steamboat buffet. variety was kinda little. but it was fun. we laughed a hell lot. haha. oh man, im gonna miss my dear yuexing so much when she's gone! she's always been the sunshine of our days, the loudest person ard, simply just the joy of our lives. life wld been so much more boring and quiet w/o her ard. sigh. nvm i still have carmen and esther (: but take care yuexing! you shld save up to buy more 'gus' over at aus! we love you and you'll be missed DEARLY. she's nt even gone yet, but cant wait for her to be back in nov, summer break. cant wait for her to fill us in her interesting life alone in aus. bet it'll be the most interesting and entertaining ever. hoho. and i'll post the photos nxt time.

pushed friday's PE up to 2 and so we have the courts. so we played TENNIS! yay! love of my life. haha. but getting kinda rusty, havent been playing for quite some while alr. bt it just refreshes me so much. i just love the feeling of being on court; swinging the racket with all my might to make each shot my best shot; running to get every shot; sweating it all out; and owning the court - feels like im king (: hope we get to do tennis for the rest of pe! sigh. but nt unless we have the courts! ):

went to je lib to mug econs with xuewen. yeah im really darn slow, she keeps asking me to read faster. haha. met mum at IMM for dinner. so by the time i got home its alr 9. sigh. so tired. still had to chiong econs. argh. just as when i felt like dying, mr tofu came to the rescue, as usual. haha. i really dno is it by chance or wht, but you were just always there when i needed someone. you're like my walking bible. you always manage to give me hope in desperation; motivation when im just on the verge of giving up; and save me from the edge of the cliff. and i really feel so bad for making you stay up when you're so sleep deprived alr and you had such a longgg ago. you dont have to, really. dont make me feel like an asshole. haha. but that was really REALLY appreciated. and it feels kinda cool, ppl staying up for me. my ass. hoho. sometimes, i really wish i knew you like 10 yrs ago. someone i wld never give up in exchange for anything, not even the world, nt even your cousin. im serious. haha. so, please feel honoured. HAHA (:

so i managed to stay up and mug till ard 5+ before dozing off a lil. well at least my macro econs were more or less covered. but how much did all those came to my mind during the mock is a total different story. overall felt that the mock was okay, taking into consideration the amt of preparation i had and that this is our very first full 3 hr paper we sat for. hell long. but it felt okay, looking at how much we had to write. 2 case studies + 1 essay. and lucky that the 2 choose 1 essay, 1 was micro, the other was macro. just many a times i didnt know wht else to write. and it didnt feel like i wld know wht to write if i studied my micro. well i dno, guess i really needa prac and learn how to answer the qns. well see how it goes luh. but glad i didnt take h2, cos its 2h 15min for 3 essays! gosh. thats like crazy. and luci said most only managed to finish 2! bt well thts h2, has to be much more demanding. felt brain drain aft the paper.

it felt like 1 paper down, but it suddenly occured to me that it was only a mock, not even prelims. the race havent even started, or its just going to start. oh man this is just the beginning. gosh!

gotta run now. off to church. theres movie screening and sharing! woo hoo! asked many friends along, but none of them are free ): coincidentally, at least 4 of them are celebrating their friends birthday. woah. so many july babies eh. haha.



thanks a million;
mr tofu (:

okay updates updates. have been so busy and tired the past week. finally have the time to blog. not exactly free/extra time. but just have decided to really blog. cos everyday i've opened like the blogger posting page alr, but just nv get started. cos i keep telling myself okay i'll blog later, i'll blog later cos knowing i take years to finish an entry, so i decided to study first and blog later. but somehow 'later' never came. LOLS.

anw sunday went choir concert at the esplanade. it was good i guess. i saw JIAYI! then theres still singalong session. guess those few guys behind me were from choir cos they kept saying okay shall we prac in parts now, like during the intermission. then i was like...okay...then SR Nathan came. YES HE CAME. how honoured. anw really gotta thank KEEANN for accompanying me to the concert! cos huihui pangseh-ed me. lols. i felt kinda bad cos he looked kinda bored. bt he said it was okay, only bored at SOME TIMES. haha. really thanks a million dude!

got home and watched tennis with bro. omg the match was freaking 4h 46 min! plus it rained so got postponed a lil. we started watching like before 12 and it only ended at ard 5. wth. bt federer lost! damn sad! i've wanted him to win so badly man. he's my all time favourite. he's just legendary. 5 times wimbeldon champion, who can get there man. he was like losing 2 games alr. he fought really hard and won the next 2 games. then last set lost with 7-9. ahh. so close! bt i admire his perseverence and tenacity, never giving up thou hopes on him looked way bleak. cos somehow he was kinda off-form. having like 1001 unforced errors. i was like wth, got so pissed at times man. seriously. his unforced errors are like twice that of nadal's. if not for those, bet he wld have won long long ago.

youth day was boring. stayed home to study. wasnt very productive. but sleep was good. slpt like a pig till 12? bt considering i slpt only at like 5? so that makes 7 hrs only. not very incredible, but good enough. hoho. tues hazel abandoned me cos she was so tired plus her phone went flat. so i mugged with rj and stanley. yeah thank god they're there. went home with huihui. its been ages since i last went home with her man. miss those good old days. i still love her loads (:

wed did gp essay. i was kinda satisfied, taking into account i only thought of 1 point the previous night cos was trying to study for energetics too. chem test was okay, but somehow i got only 4.5 outta 20. damn man. shld have done the last organic qns first, it was so easy! and i knew he wld ask the water energetics qns, i knew it! it was from tutorial. i even purposely read it right before the test, but somehow i couldnt rmb wht was going on, maybe i needa understand whats happening first. the paper wasnt hard i swear. but guess K was damn anal in giving marks man. its like dont have exact words than ZERO. wth. argh! bt its okay, at least we all know we do know how to do them, just needa refine our answers a lil. had to hand in math file too. like whts this man, we just knew it ytd. but okay fine, my work are all in a file alr, so cool.

studied with hazel till it was time for tuition. i feel im damn unproductive man. is it like that? or is it just me? took me the whole afternoon in the hub to do like 4 calculus qns. wtp. oh man. colin wanted macs again! so we went sci centre for tuition -_-" got home and wanted to do so much stuff. but i was just so freaking tired man that i decided to nap. yes i woke up at 2, i was kinda ready to study alr. but tofu went off! source of motivation gone= going back to slp. lols. woke up at 430 instead and attempted studying, but somehow i felt even more tired and sleepy than at 2. ahh i knew it man. slping first then waking up to study in the middle of the night NEVER works for me. cos i wont have the motivation to really WAKE UP. i keep telling myself okay 5 more mins 5 more mins and i really needa wake up and study alr. but 5min came and past for more than hours. and the next thing i know its SIX AM. then i'll be like GOSH! argh. sometimes kinda feel that slping is a waste of time. well but guess i like wasting time? oh wells.

okay gotta run for yuexing's farewell dinner at vivo! which means i'll have to stay up to study. i hope i can. nono i MUST, cos theres econs mock on SAT! and guess wht, i havent started studying! good game.


let go; let GOD
i needa find my meaning in life;

omg ZM i need you to read his blog right now. like RIGHT NOW! bt why do you have to be offline at this time?!?! ):

ahh screw blogger ytd!

went for entree farewell after sch. its some 4-storey bungalow at farrer road. yes its HUGE. but kinda eerie cos its empty. anw it didnt start on a very happy note cos of some stuff, bt it was cool in the end. Firstly, im really so sorry hazel. i felt so bad! felt that it was all my freaking fault. ARGH! SORRY! ): bt on the other hand, you could have simply said no. As in seriously, we wouldnt have mind if you said no. didnt really have appetite for dinner. but thanks to winnie and xuewen, for just being there (: but after a while, we're back to normal alr. hazel i still love you just as much (: and theres so much food leftover, as usual. we packed them into boxes and i swear that can feed us all for at least another like 5 days. HOHO.

after hanging ard and wasting much time, the main prog finally started - our 'graduation ceremony' from entree. haha. kinda cool idea by the J1s. they got us a bib with our names, a photos frame with our camp grp photo and a candle in a little glass. all handwritten and decorated by them. it was really lovely. so its like they'll call our names. then we go forward and they'll put the bib on for us, then we'll blow out our candle. guess it sorta signifies our entree journey has come to an end. yeah kinda sad.

then background music was like graduation by vitamin C. totally fit into the atmosphere man. cos the lights were off, only the lighted candles. it was such a beautiful and lovely sight. bt it wasnt all that sad cos we were clapping and cheering and making fun of each other as we went up one by one. dno if we all did that by our nature, or by intention so that the atmosphere wouldnt get that sad and gloomy, then ppl will start crying and stuff. so i guess it can be considered as a happy ending? bt deep down, i know all of us are feeling sad, im sure. we all know it and feel it, bt just didnt say anything. theres just this common consensus among us.

but really a million thanks to the J1s for preparing all the stuff and making the farewell such a wonderful and memorable one. seriously, everything was cool and the gifts were simply lovely <3 make sure to invite us back for nxt yr's farewell! hahaha (:

sadly, not many J1s stayed and many J2s didnt come. sigh. so it was more or less the usual ppl who stayed over, like the dan gang, the sb4 gang, exco and luci gang which is us. then theres this game where we had to hide cards and the other team has to find it, J1s vs. J2s. we thought we were clever and scheming enough, but apparently the J1s arent tt bad afterall. hoho. they hid their cards in the trees, while we hid ours under some roof tile! haha. after that it was more or less mahjong/card games like poker, bridge, daidee, blackjack everywhere. oh yes we played twister and 'monkey soccer' too! oh man i seriously suck at twister. i dont stay in for more than 5 mins cos somehow my legs cramp way easily that night. monkey soccer was hell funny cos of the forfeits and ppl purposely nt receiving the ball cos they wanna sabo the previous person. LOLS!

zomg JC is still as blur as ever! haha. well he had to hug jiehui. adarsh and josh had to kiss. so did winnie and xiaohui. poor xiaohui she like forever kena forfeit one luh. then she and luci had to kiss each other's hands. wth?!? we're forever bullying her. haha. oh then once the ball flew into the hse nxt to us. the hse seemed empty too and yonghao was freaking scared when he climbed over to get it back. and dar was so horny man. hoho.

so the rest all slpt, squeezing into the mattress. while the sb4 gang and us continued playing and idling away thru the wee hours of the morn. i mahjong-ed for not even one round, bt i was zonking out alr. some of us decided to go up and take a NAP. cos maybe theres no space downstairs and the room upstairs is pretty good, its carpeted and the aircon is freaking cold. and maybe i only had my towel. and luci slpt like a pig, he was hell noisy man, making all sorts of weird noises. think our slping cycle really goes in hrs of 3. cos i slpt at 5 and woke up at 8. well maybe i was awaken by the noises ard. i dno. and by then the ppl slping downstairs are still slping! bt it was damn funny cos heard sam was slping beside sher, then somehow his shirt went up and his hands went over her. so she changed places with dan. LOLS!

we left ard 9 and went for mac break at the turtle mac! yeah the one with the turtle pond. while the rest stayed to clean up. haha. omg i was so freaking tired on the way home that i fell aslp once i sat on the bus. and my head hurts cos i kept knocking into the window! ): went home and slpt till 5. woohoo! slping rocks. haha (:

so it all ended just like that. but it doesnt feel that sad. maybe cos it feels that the entree spirit lives on forever. there'll still be entree mugging sessions on weds. and we can always meet up during the hols. prolly i'll miss the J1s the most. ppl like jc, nic, caibei, huiping, kejun, ian, dan, sam, wenjie, wenyao, ernest, clement, luong, thanh, dung, gong tuo, janel, adrienna etc. anw i wish you well guys, all the best for PROMOS and OP! yeah while we go on mugging for prelims and As.

As for J2s, hang in there yea. everyone is starting to feel the pressure, seriously, many ppl are staying back to seriously mug. i've nv seen so many ppl stay back in sch and mug so hard before, i swear. we're all getting scared that we cant mug finish, we're all getting stressed up. c'mon man, persevere for abt another month before we have a short and refreshing break. and then it will be baccalaurette, study leave and finally As. its gonna be over soon, very very soon. we can do it! you too ZM! we're all gonna make it thru (:


Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in

No I won’t give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you

There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend


Pictures for you:

mahjong

JC. corny

ADARSH!

cards

dung, jc. typical jc look. haha!

luong, hazel!

more cards

ian, hazel

JC for goodness sake STOP EMO-ING!

OMG after the long wait.

you're FINALLY online!

YAYness! (:

AHHHH! why arent you online ZM!?!? i guess talking to you has become my new addiction. yes ADDICTION. need a daily dosage of you, seriously. HAHA! it just feels so uneasy w/o talking to you even for just one night. and its getting so annoying, maybe cos i won't be online tmr night cos i'll be away for entree chalet, which means i wont get to talk to you AGAIN! ): bt yea i understand how talking to me is just such a waste of time and it distracts you from studying cos i just go on blabbering the whole night. maybe i shld just shut up and talk less and study more and CONCENTRATE. bleah.

anw pon sch tdy. cos i really just didnt feel like going, seriously. cos i really need sleep and just catch up on my studying. thou wasnt very productive, but sleep was indeed awesome (: its still worthwhile. haha. was really touched when she msg me to ask if im better. at least i know she still cares and things arent as bad as before btw us, nt really sure abt the other HER. somehow i feel that the rest are all cool with me, its just HER, seriously. bt somehow she seems okay during cca. so i really dno.

chem organic MCQ on mon was kinda okay. got an A! 30/40. could have done better cos of the silly stupid careless mistakes. bt well that doesnt mean anything luh. cos its just organic. nitrogen and chem periodicity on tues was hell. didnt really know how to do any. REALLY as in know for sure im correct and thats the right answer. went IMM mug with hazel cos she wanted to subway. and my mum said theres half price only from 3-5. so SET and there we went. bt its kinda cheapo. cos promotion was only for 6-inch, choice from only 2 types of bread, and can only buy one. so yea saw some auntie queuing again and AGAIN. super kiasu man. LOL!

wed there was AC summer sales again. deals are GOOD luh. seriously man, should just wait till sales then buy. cos its just SO MUCH CHEAPER. and yays i finally bought the love actually shirt! wanted to get that for ages alr. think its really nice! love it (: finally got my red colleagiate too. ordered since like dno how many dinosaur years ago. glad i didnt gt the yellow one. cos think the previous one was nicer, as in the colour and stuff. yea. got an orange bottle with the dragon too. actually think the blue one is equally nice. hazel got the blue one. and yea we queued for more than an hour for it. studied with hazel again in the hub. pussy and gang were there too. HAHA! actually the hub is a kinda cool and nice place to study. quiet and the aircon is just damn shiok. haha. went home tgt and explored our new way home. passed by 7-11 and shared nachos, hoho. i just love hazel ngiam so much! <3

entree chalet tmr. im just so excited! cos i took a peek at their plans and stuff. really touched cos the J1s are doing it. and they've actually planned all these for us lovely seniors! guess they're making smth for J2s! and its a 4-storey bungalow. how cool. the whole hse is OURS tmr! ironically, it feels damn sad. cos tmr will be more or less the official handover since the exco list will be announced. sigh. everything's gna end tmr. no more wed meetings with entree. no more crapping with the J1s and just scaring them off with A's or promos or PW. no more having a reason to see him and bump into him. no more meeting with the crazy entree ppl, brainstorming for ideas, laughing at all our own ideas, writing down our plans and projects, meeting deadlines, searching for sponsors and the list just goes on. i'll miss entree as a whole. EVERY single one, the WHOLE council. seriously, im gna miss all those times, all the ppl, com lab 3.1, room 3.2. nostalgic; reminiscing; ironic. but to sum it all:


I LOVE AC ENTREE '07'08 (:


she still misses him;
day 25;

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Dear Santa, I wanna...
Go Overseas exchange
Work at the airport!

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Ayers Rock
Gold Coast
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Tokyo Disney Sea
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Maldives
Niagara Falls
Great Canyon


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