Monday, June 9, 2008;
♥ 11:28 PM
ahhh! finally got the time to blog. okay i shall skip the entree camp + family first cos it'll prolly take me 2 hrs. LOL! bt everything was fun and am freaking tired. i still had to get up early to be at nus by 830 tdy. DREAD IT! yea its the YES thingy that JH and YJ promised it'll be fun. bt oh man its so boring! there were 3 lects and think i fell aslp thru every single one of them. ice breakers sucked, so did the so called 'bonding games' BLEAH. just a total screw up la. and we had to work on this case with our new groups and its darn like PW la omg omg. seriously, just kill me man. 1 yr of PW torture is enough, so i've decided heck and just do with whatever comes up tmr. and my group is so quiet somemore. the silence is killing me. had to wear formal wear tmr. so hazel came up to me hse to try, see if she can gt anything. bt she say she's prolly gna wear some white top of hers in the end. LOLS!
oh man damn. think she's falling for someone. he has the same birthday as her bestfriend. most imptly shefinally found someone with a common interest - he loves war shows and stuff, he loves soc and is a manu fan. most imptly, he loves GOD (:
seriously im going crazy, oh man save me.
gosh this is obsession - wanna see him; wanna talk to him; going to his FB & blog every single day refreshing the page every moment. he's torubled, bt he doesnt wanna tell her why; he doesnt trust her, thats kinda obvious, his indifference and ignorance is killing her. oh man she's sure he knows it, he's just avoiding it. he shld just face it, seriously.she hasnt seen him for 1 day;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'