Tuesday, June 10, 2008;
♥ 11:56 PM
had case comp tdy. ahh kinda screw up. not exactly screw up. just that we were so lacking as compared to other grps. seriously the rest were good i admit cos they did more research. actually i didnt really know wht to expect luh. so yea. oh wells, bt anyway think we all still did a great job! bt i feel bad cos i admit i didnt really put in much effort cos im really damn sian of it alr cos its seriously just a replica of PW, and its like within 1 day somemore. so much worse. maybe cos we know wht to expect. and its just impossible to do it within one day. bt the J1s hadnt really gone thru e whole process of PW, so im sure they dont really know wht is expected yet. bt some of them really can speak so well oh my gosh. i was sorta stunned and surprised. or rather i was IMPRESSED. yes thats the word. and like ian who's in my grp. i predict he'll go well for OP. cos he can think well and fast on the spot and can get his msg across very clearly. 2 thumbs up! (: anw yes tmr is the last day! whoo! cant wait for it to end! there's jap lunch + buffet dinner! so i guess attendance will go up tmr! LOL!
ohya btw tdy everyone was damn handsome and pretty in formal wear! haha! omg jc is super funny man. esp with win emphasizing on his sports shoes! yes SPORTS SHOES with formal shirt!i dno maybe someone like - likes it eh? HOHO! we made fun of him thruout the day man. he's seriously just damn funny. oh my. haha! and im so sorry jc! i feel super bad. i mean i admit we were super bad to hide your notes and force you to say out your -. bt seriously we mean no harm man. we're just playing and we just wanna know thats all. c'mon man you know us, you know we're nt gna speak a word of it. so chill man. and seriously, its just chem bonding notes, dont get so EMO! bt still SORRY! =x
she's feeling so sad. cos he prolly was lying to her right from the start. he prolly has someone else reserved alr, theres no place for him to accomodate another soul, not even to notice her. and their acclaimed relationship was prolly bullshit too. she's kinda 100% certain this time. she's upset cos she likes him, bt it isnt mutual; be she's more upset cos he lied. she was never anywhere near him, she tried to, bt she just couldn't, maybe cos he doesnt let her. well its nt a sin to like someone whom you're nt supposed to like, bt it sure hurts; and she's very well clear of that, bt she doesnt mind, or rather she has no choice; cos he's pretty much her only life support now. there's nth much she can do other than updating herself on his life, and leaving him msges everyday, hoping he will see it. and he will see it, just a matter of time. he saw the one ytd, he'll prolly see the 365th msg, who knows? no one knows. she cant forget him, she just cant; and she knows she cant. now is the hard part, is GOD once again trying to put her thru the test of faith? well guess she'll have to pray! GOD pls show her some sign.
she hasnt seen him for 2 days;
she really misses him;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
