Monday, June 23, 2008;
♥ 11:59 PM
gosh i woke up at 6! dread it. have to adjust my body alarm back. sigh. damn tired the whole day. was trying to keep myself awake the whole time. i prayed and i really hoped things wld turn out better after the hols. but apparently it isnt. it isnt going anywhere. it isnt even anywhere near fine. but i'm not really much affected anymore, i dont really feel sad abt it anymore. maybe cos i cant be bothered anymore. seriously im numb already, oblivious. does that sound sad? i dno, guess yall dont bother either.
someone pulled my bag as i was going in for math lect. i turned ard and saw the entree lovelies! chye aik, luci, xiaohui, yonghao! woots! i was really so happy to see them man. wished hazel, winnie and barney was there too! JOY of my sch life. love them lots (: can't wait for wednesdays now, cos there'll be entree mugging session! plus guess i'll get to see him (: thou i already saw him today (: was looking out for him, but was thinking no hope cos almost all the J1s cleared alr. so as i turned to walk to the aisle, i saw him! oh well cos he's freaking tall, damn easy to spot. HOHO! saw JC too and as usual, he gave me this cheeky smile. haha. one funny guy. aww i miss entree so badly! ): but anws, all the best for TERMS yo ppl! hope his interview went well tdy (:
gosh its abt 50 days left to prelims! thou i've started, bt guess im no where near half prepared! shucks. im gonna have class chem test every wed during lab. and its those 4 topics which needs help most for physical chem - equilibrium, kinetics, energetics, electrochem. and damn, my organic chem is getting rusty! its time to revise and practise for organic chem! 40 organic chem MCQs to start with for next week's test! i was reminded to write my SGC by friday. GOSH!
anw bought pair of new sch shoes ytd. isnt the best that i wanted, but its the best that i could find that fits me and within my budget. and omg im so love with the orange and purple adidas superstar! its freaking nice! I WANT THAT!
orange and purple are loves! <3
its freaking nice right! (:
okay promise i'll blog abt church camp some other time. its way too long and late to start now. econs day tmr. SUCKS. studying with hazel in sch tmr. thou for a short while only, but still its a source of motivation! and i love her loads! to luci and yonghao, good luck completing all your work. to him, all the best for math and chem. to ZM, hang on there boy. we're on the same boat, so you're never alone yea, plus GOD is with us ALL THE TIME. when you feel scared or tired, take a break and pray for the LORD is our strength and provider. i'll pray for you too yo! i'll pray to Daddy GOD to keep you calm and peace, and just the strength to carry on. and i'll always be there for ya whenever you need me yea. you'll do fine for wed's a math exam yea. you can do it boy, c'mon, we'll all make it thru (:
toddles!
she misses him;
day 15;
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
