Sunday, September 1, 2013;
♥ 9:16 PM
Think I couldn't agree more
This might very well be true too. After a while, it's just so tiring playing the catching and hide-and-seek game. Maybe, just maybe, being with someone who make you laugh it good enough, who cares about what love is anyway?
Because you seem to take forever to reply, or sometimes I just wonder if you're just refusing to reply, or can't be bothered to reply. If i insist to wait till you reply to talk to you again, I'd prolly talk to you only when you're back next year. I ask you like 5 qns, and you only reply me 1, maybe that's why I refuse and try not to ask more than 1 qns at a time to ensure my qns being answered. But there's just so many things I wanna ask you, so many things I wanna know. Can't you just be excited to share your experience with even a friend? Or maybe it's just me. Your FB page is almost my homepage.
Maybe that's why.
But I still kinda miss you.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Thursday, August 8, 2013;
♥ 2:43 PM
I swear I have to urge to talk to you every single time you come online, EVERY SINGLE TIME.
But I make a point to talk to you only after every few days, before I seem stalker-ish.
When you come online, I would look at your name, think what you might be doing, click on your name a million times, type and delete, type and delete a dozen times, till you go offline, then i go back to do my own stuff.
Gosh it's driving me crazy.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Thursday, August 1, 2013;
♥ 7:25 PM
AUGUST.
you've arrived too fast, way too fast. As you embrace your amazing and excited adventures ahead, some can't bear for you to leave and will miss you much; but at the same time, some can't wait for your return as you've been missed for 4 years.
#conflicted
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Saturday, July 27, 2013;
♥ 8:02 PM
If only I could skip Aug 4 to Aug 6
):
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Monday, July 22, 2013;
♥ 7:35 PM
For once, I really didn't feel like going home. Despite how tiring it has been today, how Monday-bluey I've been feeling, my face just won't force a smile on itself at the stroke of 6, and I'm starting to dread the journey home. For its gonna be a long lonely journey from today onwards.
I never saw it coming. I've never expected the withdrawal symptoms to be SO BAD. After nearly 2 months or so (well on and off), the time has come for me to be hit back to reality. Gotta start getting used to being alone all over again. I've gotten too used to, and too comfortable with your company and presence. So much so that it feels really empty right now, really empty.
And it's funny how God seems to be playing a joke on me. I was strolling so slowly, and the bus that takes me to the next train station had to arrive just in time. And it's funny how I automatically go back to the same spot I had been to every single day all these while, sitting at the same bench, seeing the trains come and go, as if waiting for someone. I actually had to make conscious effort to tell myself that I'm going home alone from today, I'm waiting for no one. Or I might just continue the routine of sitting there, watching trains come and go, till you appear from the crowd.
The bus ride was a torture.
The train ride was just simply unbearable.
What a horrible start to the week. But guess that's gonna be it for the next 4 days.
Better start getting used to your absence, before you officially disappear.
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Sunday, July 21, 2013;
♥ 7:01 AM
Lost.
The one word that's in my head right now.
So many things and thoughts have been going through my mind today. But what happens when the one and only thing that you're good at for the past 22 yrs, suddenly the world tells you that, you probably should stop doing all that, cos in reality, no one really appreciates all that you're doing, your efforts are all just going to waste.
It's like your world just crumbled cos you don't know what else you can do then. You feel lost. LOST.
You start to think if it's really worth it. Or do you try to be someone that you're not? To do things that you're not so familiar or comfortable with, but one that others understands or appreciates?
Is it really worth it?
Is it all lost?
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
Wednesday, June 5, 2013;
♥ 9:03 PM
You seem pissed today. I'm so sorry. If only i remembered you had an early day today, I would have stopped bugging you, and won't ask you to wait for me.
I feel really bad now. Hope you don't find me irritating.
I AM SO SORRY ):
the voice of truth
tells me a different story
the voice of truth says
'do not be afraid'
